I wonder what Mary was doing one minute before Gabriel arrived to announce the salvation of the world and the role she would play in it—the moment now known for all time as “The Annunciation.” Was she praying, sleeping, sweeping, or baking? Was she holding someone else’s child? Was she laughing or crying? Maybe she was singing quietly to herself. The one thing we do know is that the angel’s sudden appearing was an unanticipated interruption of her ordinary life. . .

This year, our little wooden Joseph lies flat on his back our fake fireplace mantle. Knees bent, still clutching that helpful staff even though he is not a shepherd, his wooden eyes stare wide open in wonder at the ceiling. Who can say what he has seen? In several days dear Joseph will have the opportunity to kneel upright and be reunited with Mary. But for now, Joseph is dreaming. For most of my life, I have regarded Joseph as simply “that guy who wasn’t a jerk about it and marries Mary”—a hesitant yet benevolent Nativity tagalong…

During my travels in Ireland, I began to notice something a bit strange about how I experienced the passage of time. For the first time in forever, it felt like there was time enough—time to do and be and explore and breathe and rest. Time was no longer scarce, fleeting, and slipping away; instead, it was robust, entire, and expanding to fill itself each day. As the days progressed, I began to trust the gift of discovering this new way of being in time. . .

“It’s hard to put into words the beauty I’ve beheld, a beauty which has cradled me in her generous embrace. But I will try.”

I wrote those words two nights before leaving Ireland in an attempt to hold close what I sensed was already slipping away from me. Over the next six pages, I wrote out all of the enchanted, Spirit-soaked things I saw and touched and tasted and heard under the simple directive, “Do not forget.” Tonight, I write by candle light for atmosphere and with tea for warmth and also with anxiety because I long to show you what I saw and give you what I was given over nine days in Ireland, but sometimes words fail and that is a grace, too…

Peregrinatio is a Celtic concept which describes an embodied, holy wandering for the sake of Christ. It is a type of pilgrimage which involves no destination but the intentional entrusting of oneself to the wind and waves of wherever the Spirit sends you…

It was a busy week. I took multiple road trips in a seven day span for the purpose of being with people I love, and it was absolutely worth it. Yet Monday morning found me exhausted, and even though I sensed God’s invitation to rest, I ignored it thinking, “Rest is for weak people. I should not need this much rest. I just need to push ahead and I will be fine”. . .

Last month I had a dream in which I saw my reflection in the mirror, and what I saw terrified me…

On Monday morning, I asked Drew the following question:

“What compels us to believe the people who have had visions—who claim to have seen God and angels in a true mystical experience? Like how did Joan of Arc, a teenage girl who claimed to see angels, convince an entire army to follow her in defying the conquest of England?”…

Allow me to share a story with you from the annals of family lore. It was the summer of 2006; I was sixteen years old at the time, and all eighteen of us aunts, uncles, cousins, and grandparents were gathered to celebrate my grandparents’ 50th wedding anniversary. . .

I am ready to be happy.

To let myself be content, not striving.

I am ready to be free.

Lord, have your way in me.

I wrote these words in my journal last week as a declaration, a promise, and a hope. A wise friend had recently shared with me her practice of writing or speaking aloud, “I am ready to be happy.” This simple statement seemed so obvious. . .

Some weeks, the thoughts and words flow easily. Other weeks, it feels like every word is squeezed out of a nearly-dry reservoir of inspiration. This was one of those weeks. I tried all morning to just write, for heaven’s sake, but when the time came to take my parents to the airport in the early afternoon I hadn’t written a thing…

I wrote this poem while sitting at my family’s kitchen table in Chelan, watching a thick blanket of smoke from a local fire obscure more and more until all I could see was a couple of steps beyond the windows…

He approached us with rapid steps and a worried look, calling out “Hey—are you guys part of the neighborhood?” Drew and I nodded, stopping our evening walk to see what this man intended to say to us. As he drew closer, I noticed bruises on his eye and chin…

Saturday mornings in our home are waffle mornings, which is a tradition my husband and I take very seriously. . .

Drew and I recently had the pleasure of hosting a touring musician and his artist wife in our home. J and Torrey are the kind of people you meet and almost instantly know you could be good friends if only you had a shared context and they did not live on the opposite side of the country…

When is the last time you fell to your knees—in awe, in terror, in supplication?…

I was sitting on a couch in the back of a 15-foot U-Haul in the parking lot of a storage facility, waiting for more boxes to arrive. My family is moving again, for the 15th+ time in their lives. But this time, it feels permanent…

I’d like to begin this piece by thanking my spiritual director, Summer. She has journeyed with me since 2017—long enough to be able to detect meaningful patterns in my spiritual life as well as identify and celebrate areas of growth…

It happened again. I was praying the Lord’s Prayer along with my congregation on Sunday when a line took hold of me and would not loosen its grip: Lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil…

I wrote this poem after several attempts at writing a full blog post for this week. Sometimes, words just aren’t enough, especially in the wake of tragedy and suffering…